I know I haven’t posted for a while but I’ve just been really busy and stuff. Like the CF was dud this year, like seriously, it was. And before that I had all the grad stuff and school and prelim marks and stuff.
But now it’s holidays and that means I’m free! But there’s still a dilema. Hike for trip with parents. At the moment the scales are tipped on the hike side because I really really want to get it over and done with and so yeah, I’ll probably go with them. But I can’t stop the feeling of guilt in the pit of my stomach. I guess I will just have to do somehting to make up for my absence. And Chrissy T. said the last trip was tonnes of fun, and you know who will be there and it’s and opportunity to mend/save our friendship or what’s left of it. But no. I guess the hike will do.
And speaking of the bloody idiot, I’ve been doing alot of thinking lately about him. Don’t know why but it kinda crossed my mind one day and I just evaluated it A LOT. It’s left me at a dead end everytime I think about it. The only way I will really be at peace mentally and emotionally is if I confront him and talk to him face to face. No more dodging and avoiding, no more trying to communicate through otheres, through technology, this needs to be done but the opportunities are very rare. HELP?
Anyways, hike’s coming up and I’m a little unprepared… more like we’re a little unprepared…
